I am drowning in a sea of anticipation (and all those other cliche metaphors). But it’s true. Last night I stayed up pretty late to do some online shopping. It started with one little girt for a friend. And ended with a journal for me, 4 manga books (trying to complete my series), two books for a friend, and 6 photos. I really NEED these to show up right about now. I’m dying!
I love giving people gifts randomly, without any reason except that I saw something they might like. I read something last year that totally blew my mind. Apparently, not everyone likes receiving gifts. Then I thought, that’s me.
I hate getting gifts because I feel a pressure to give others gifts. I fulfill this crazy need by always having “prizes” at parties and giving out candy at school. It’s a bit of an obsession, I literally don’t feel good if I don’t give something away.
I am now watching for the mailman each day. I can’t wait for these awesome packages! Plus a little card from Noelle. Yay!